This is all an inside job. When you turn around your intention from always doing for others, and first love yourself, you find a well of love and abundance within your soul. When you start with you and follow your heart, it leads you into your lane. Once you walk for a moment in the lane that feels perfectly designed for you, you will feel off when you slip out of it.
Feeling good will start to be important to you. You will realize that when you feel good, you have much more love and attention to pour on others who need your light. You see the impact you have on others as they are drawn to your light.
I could not have known that turning over every rock, and looking under every leaf would take me to a final destination. It was when I realized I was no longer searching; I surrendered and said, “what’s next?” That was when I was introduced to a concept I didn’t have in my world my entire life. I found out where all of the magic and wonderment that helped me find the strength to walk this path came from. I found out that I had never been alone and that is why I always felt so good. I was with my best friend and I had been my entire life. I just hadn’t been formally introduced until I moved to the Oregon Coast.
That was when I met God.